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Rabu, 10 Maret 2010

Vocaloid

Do you love music? Music is one of the most important aspect in human life. Almost all thing we do need music in them, like studying, doing homework or doing dailychores in order not to get bored. The importance of music affects many young people to create a new kind of music, so they can create a unique music. But, many young people must forget their ideas because they can’t make their ideas become real. But now technology has developed. There are so many musical instrument that become more easily to use. There’s a software that can make song without playing or singing it. Vocaloid, a vocal-sythesizer, is a new way to make songs more easily.

Vocaloid is a Vocal synthesizer application software developed by the Yamaha Corporation that enables users to synthesize singing by typing in lyrics and melody. The software synthesizes the voices from "vocal libraries" from recordings of real singers and keep the qualities of the voice to make more realistic voice. The software has easy features like simple commands that enable users to add some effects- such as vibrato and pitch bends - to their synthesized vocals. Additional releases to the vocal libraries will improve the voice and singing style of the VOCALOID. VOCALOID can sing in Japanese and English. Yamaha announced their project in 2003 and on January 15, 2004, Leon and Lola, the first Vocaloid were launched. They were not released as Yamaha’s products, but as Vocaloid Singer Libraries, powered by the Vocaloid software, under license of Yamaha.. In January 2007, Yamaha announced a new version of the software engine, Vocaloid2, with many improvements in usability and synthesis quality.


Vocaloid is released in two different countries and different product, japan and English, and they have their own differences. They have their own characteristic and ability. There are ten vocaloid from japan that Developed by Crypton Future Media, that use Yamaha's Vocaloid2 technology with recorded vocals of voice actors. The First Vocaloid is Meiko (released on October 5, 2004 and using vocal samples from the Japanese singer Meiko Haigo). But, she still use the older Vocaloid engine developed by YAMAHA. Her voice is steady, straightforward, and suitable for any musical genre. She is good at singing pop, rock, jazz, R & B to children's songs. The second Vocaloid Is Kaito (released on February 17, 2006 and sampled from Naoto Fuuga). Same as meiko he still use the older version of vocaloid engine. He is fit to sing anything from hymns and children's songs to R & B and pop, though the style that he is best used for is singing pop ballads. Unfortunately, Crypton media see him as a failure because, just sold 500 packages.The third vocaloid, the most famous vocaloid from japan, is Hatsune Miku and she is the first installment in the Vocaloid2. She is released on August 31, 2007 and sampling the voice of Saki Fujita . She is good at singing J-pop songs commonly heard in anime, but it is possible to create songs from other genres.The Fourth vocaloid is a Twin, named Kagamine Rin and Kagamine Len they were released on December 27, 2007. both sampled from the seiyū Asami Shimoda). They have almost same voice, the differences just rin is a girl when len is a boy.The fifth vocaloid is Megurine Luka that released on January 30th, 2009. Sampled from Yū Asakawa that has "moody yet husky female voice" for the "cool, somewhat mysterious" character. Unlike the other, luka can sing in Japanese and English. From all off the vocaloid, Luka has the most unique voice than the other. The sixth vocaloid is Kamui Gakupo that was released on July 31, 2008. He is sampled by famous singer in japan , Camui Gackt. Gakupo or Gackpoid includes a new program, OPUS Express, for mixing vocal parts with accompaniment and phoneme data. The seventh Vocaloid is Megpoid or Gumi, she was released on June 25, 2009 and Voiced by Megumi Nakajima. The voice range is F2 - A4 and its optimum tempo is 60 - 175BPM.The eight vocaloid is SF-A2 Miki is a Japanese Vocaloid released in December 4, 2009. She is developed by AH Software. She is voiced by Miki Furukawa.The Ninth is Kaii Yuki that released in December 4, 2009. She is developed by AH Software. She is meant to be portrayed as an elementary school student, and her voice is taken from recordings of actual elementary school students. That last installment from Japanese vocaloid id Kiyoteru Hiyama. That was released in December 4, 2009.
There are eight vocaloid from English which is developed by Zero-G. the first English vocaloid is Leon show on the 15th of January, 2004, and was eventually commercialized on the 3rd of March, 2004He is a "virtual male soul vocalist modeled on a real professional singer" and was created for the English speaking community. The second English Vocaloid is Lola. She was released on the 15th of January 2004, and she is commonly used for trance or techno music. The third English vocaloid is Miriam. She was released on the 10th of July, 2004. Her voice is based off the popular British singer, Miriam Stockley, who is also the lead singer of the band, Adiemus. Miriam is commonly used for serious songs. The fourth English Vocaloid is Prima. she was released January 14, 2008. What made Prima different from the Vocaloids before her was that her voice was modeled after a professional soprano opera singer. This means she can hit high notes with accuracy and ease. And though she is meant for opera, with a few adjustments Prima's voice is suitable for pop and R&B. the fifth English Vocaloid is Sweet ann. She s a Vocaloid released by PowerFX. Her name is based on her origins, meaning that Sweet-Ann = Swe-den. She is voiced by "an Australian singer whose artist name is 'Jody'". The sixth English vocaloid is Big-Al. was made on January 21, 2007, but since that time no official release date could be found. Big-Al’s timbre is comparably lower, rougher, and more “manly” than Leon’s. He is voiced by Frank Sanderson, an ex-employee of PowerFX. The seventh English Vocaloid is Sonika. Released on 14th July 2009.Sonika can potentially speak any language due to the fact that her vocal bank is not limited to syllables and phonetics, so she is able to produce any consonant and vowel combination imaginable. The last installment of English vocaloid is Tonio that will release in February 2010. He is modelled on the voice of a professional male opera singer, and powered by Yamaha VOCALOID2 Singing Synthesis Technology. There are some differences between Japanese and English vocaloid. Japanese Vocaloid is developed to sing Japanese music style when English vocaloid can sing in various style like opera, RnB,. And Japanese woman vocaloid is sounded like a young cute girl when the the English woman vocaloid sounded more mature and deeper. Even some of Japanese vocaloid still sound robotic and not realistic enough.

Vocaloid is easy to use with the feature inside. To make the song you just need to enter these lyrics in the Piano-roll note editor, Double click above each note and enter the lyrics by typing in one of the selected words. Make sure to connect the syllables in the lyric text using a hyphen. You can change the order of the words or repeat the same word many times. You can also lengthen one word over several notes. You do this by typing - above the notes that follow the word and / above the last note of the series. Vocaloid has a Play with Synthesis mode that allows the song to start playing instantly within a second of pressing the play button, even on very long sequences. This is because synthesis takes place in the background simultaneously in real time as the sequence is played. Vocaloid also has a Phoneme Edit Window that allows you to change the actual phoneme transformation results. You can reach this window in the Regular Version by just double-clicking on the note that you wish to change. In this window you can also adjust the length of each consonant to produce more realistic results . It takes time to make one song because you must check every notes and play it over and over. But it much easier than making a band and you’ll get a great result.

So, Vocaloid is a useful and unique software that help young people to create a song. It has many features that are easy to use and support to create a good song. It was released in two different countries with different products, japan and English. There are 18 vocaloids in total , ten from japan, eight from English and all of them have their own voice characteristic. To make a song you just have to enter the lyrics to the piano roll note editor, connect the syllables in the lyrics and make sure the song is right by playing it back. So, realize your idea with vocaloid!

Selasa, 09 Maret 2010

Fear of flying

TERNYATA!
yang tadi gw post terjadwal kepost tanggal 10/03/10
ALIAS BESOK!!!
halah mak

btw gw ngepost lirik aja deh :)
lagu yang gw tau dari fajar wkwkwkw

Fear Of fying
a rocket to the moon

I took a picture of a girl I once knew
I kept it here in case I'd run into you
The look on your face could light up a room
But instead you left

And now I'm sitting with my head on the dashboard
Push my seat back and close my eyes
I had this dream that I was on an airplane
Afraid to fly
I tipped my head to the side and I whispered
To this man that was in the aisle
I said "Do you know how long it takes be-fore we die?"
And then I rolled awake

[Chorus]
Can you take me back to the person I used to be?
Back when you were there for me
I know it seems like forever
But do me this favor please
Way back when we were stupid
And held grudges just to help us sleep
Oh my God, how ridiculous were we?

I stop your breathin' everytime I'm around girl
Your body's sweatin' and your hands start to shake
I know you can't control your eyes
But I know that your looks
Are fake

So tease me once and I swear I'll forget
How it feels when you've got nothing left
We'll take it slow and only work at it sometimes
Oh yeah...

[Chorus]
Can you take me back to the person I used to be?
Back when you were there for me
I know it seems like forever
But do me this favor please
Way back when we were stupid
And held grudges just to help us sleep
Oh my God, how ridiculous were we?

Ohhhhhhhh, Ohhhhhhhhhhh
Ohhhhhhhh, Ohhhhhhhhhhh

I took a picture of a girl I once knew
I kept it here in case I'd run into you
The look on your face could light up a room
But instead you left
And oh you left...

[Chorus]
Can you take me back to the person I used to be?
Back when you were there for me
I know it seems like forever
But do me this favor please
Way back when we were stupid
And held grudges just to help us sleep
Oh my God, how ridiculous were we?

Ohhhhhhhh, Ohhhhhhhhhhh
Ohhhhhhhh, Ohhhhhhhhhhh

update?

sebenernya tadi gw udanh ngepost satu artikel -_-
tapi entah kenapa terjadwal gitu.
aneh deh

gw tadi udah ngepost tentang vocaloid...
ah ngeselin nih

Selasa, 09 Februari 2010

secret reropert (KH358/2 days)

Day 7: Meaning

Author: Xemnas

A name defines an object. Describes the span of it. Gives it purpose. We embarked upon the Replica Program to ensure our new power stays ours. Now, our shadow puppet, "No. i," lives. It needs a name. Something to define it. To give the hollow vessel purpose.


Day 8: Roxas

Author: Axel

Seems like we're getting new members every day. No. XIII was a boy, Roxas. Now we've got a No. XIV, Xion. Today's mission was to show Roxas the ropes. I feel like they've had me babysitting him since he got here. He's not a bad kid, but he's spacey. Good fighter, though. At least I won't be bored.


Day 9: On Track

Author: Saïx

Xion is being monitored. Roxas, meanwhile, has begun his training exercises. It is imperative we keep Xion from having undue contact with Roxas until we are certain it will perform as expected - which will take another 10 days, if Vexen's convictions are to be trusted. As for the Keyblade master, Marluxia will no doubt be keeping an eye on him.


Day 14: This Kid?

Author: Axel

Another mission with Roxas today. Is he seriously my responsibility? At least he's starting to talk like a normal person. Maybe that means his memory's coming back. Still, this kid's supposed to be the Keyblade master's Nobody? I don't see it.


Day 15: Not Doing It

Author: Larxene

Ugh! How DARE they shut me out of monitoring the Keyblade master! And then to send me off to teach that half-baked Nobody basic magic!? I should've had him light ME on fire. It won't be long now, though. Once I'm over at C.O., our plan goes into action. No more playing nanny. Ever.


Day 22: Castle Oblivion

Author: Axel

They pushed up the C.O. plan. Our little hero with the key must've made a move. Me and his Nobody have been meeting up for ice cream the last few days. Not the best conversationalist, but at least he's mastered a few facial expressions besides "doom" and "gloom." I told him about C.O., but he didn't seem to follow. Guess that's understandable.


Day 23: Research Entry 326

Author: Vexen

The Program is largely on target. No. i, my finest Replica, has proven an even greater success than anticipated. I intend to take the other vessel - judged unfit for number status - to Castle Oblivion, where I will subject it to further testing. One thing is clear: could these Replicas not be classified as a special sort of Nobody?


Day 24: The Upper Floors

Author: Zexion

Marluxia has succeeded in leading the Keyblade master to the castle. I sense multiple threads at work, but details on each of the projects are scarce. I suspect some alleged Organization projects are secretly private machinations. Marluxia seems especially suspect.


Day 25: Hollow Ties

Author: Lexaeus

Pressing Zexion for answers would be a waste of time. I know that, but this dearth of information is hard to accept. What's happening on the upper levels? What ought we be doing down here? They hug their truths close and leave the rest of us to speculate. Zexion talks of the bond we share as an Organization, but how could such a thing exist? Still, he remains the only one I can trust.


Day 26: Axel's Actions

Author: Zexion

Simple deduction suggests Axel's outwardly inscrutable actions are the result of some directive from Saïx. Why else eliminate Vexen? He simply wanted to do research. Did we not all stand to gain from the fruits of his Program? What is Axel thinking?


Day 27: Organization Dog

Author: Marluxia

Axel is in the way, though I don't know if he's aware of our plot. Vexen had no part in our plans - why eliminate him, assuming Axel's orders were to root out traitors to the Organization? Discerning his motives merits our full attention.


Day 28: Dealing with the Traitors

Author: Axel

I've uncovered most of what I need to know about the Replica Program, but where's the other one? I can't find any trace of it. ...Vexen was caught in the middle. Pitiable, but unavoidable. I could not risk his Program falling into their hands. Of greater concern are the traitors. Not the obvious turncoats, but the ones who will get in his and my way. The Keyblade master is not our enemy.


Day 50: Strange Feeling

Author: Xion

Roxas woke up today. I think he was dreaming the whole time. Being with him feels strange. Familiar. Like listening to the waves crash up against the shore. But why?


Day 51: Measures Must be Taken

Author: Saïx

The Replica Program continues apace, but something has gone wrong at Castle Oblivion. The Dusks returned with word that none of those we dispatched survived - but the news came in fragments. I still know too little to extract the truth. I doubt Axel would be among those lost, but I must plan for the worst. First, I must locate the Keyblade master.


Day 52: Another Mission

Author: Axel

I've lost track of the Keyblade master and the other intruders. I'm the only one left in the castle. Everybody else has been destroyed. My orders were to end the traitors, but I think by this point, I fit that bill better than anybody. There's one last thing I need to look into while I'm here.


Day 71: The Traitor's End

Author: Xigbar

Saïx had a hand in what went down at Castle Oblivion - well, more like a whole arm. Which means Axel was in on it as well. It's a fact that Xemnas ordered Axel to take out the traitors, orders which went through Saïx. No specific names were given, but naturally Xemnas knew who the turncoats were right from the get-go.


Day 72: Human

Author: Axel

The longer you know someone, the less you need to speak in clear terms. Everything gets across with a wink and a nudge, a little reading between the lines... When it comes to what befell our late comrades at Castle Oblivion, ambiguity suits me just fine. But the Keyblade master and Roxas come out and say every little thing that comes to mind. Maybe that's human, or maybe they're just special.


Day 73: What’ll I do...

Author: Xion

I can’t use the Keyblade anymore. I don’t know why. I don’t know what to do, either. It feels like I stopped being able to use it suddenly. If I can’t collect hearts, I’ll be absolutely worthless. What should I do?


Day 74: Xion's Face

Author: Axel

Honestly, I never got why Roxas was so crazy about Xion. I know they both joined up around the same time, and they're both rookies, but how do you get so close to somebody who hides their face all the time? Well, I saw it today. All of a sudden, No. XIV up and takes off...her hood. Xion is a girl, and she looks just like Naminé.


Day 75: Gotta do Something

Author: Xion

Roxas has been coming along on my missions to help out, since I can't use the Keyblade. Axel is covering for me, so I should be safe for now. But what am I going to do if I never get the Keyblade back? I can't lie forever.


Day 94: All Goes Apace

Author: Saïx

The hearts collected by our two Keyblade wielders, Roxas and Xion, have gathered together; and now, almighty Kingdom Hearts waxes large in the night sky. Our efforts have come to bear fruit, nearly ripe for the plucking. All plans proceed smoothly - alarmingly so, in fact, though this is no time to be deterred by paranoia.


Day 95: My Past

Author: Xion

Neither Roxas or I have any memory of our human lives. I don't even remember my first days as a Nobody. Roxas said he was the same, but I'm not so sure. For me, it's a total blank. I can't even remember the day I met Roxas, or Axel. It's all a blur.


Day 96: Friends

Author: Axel

Xion regained her ability to wield the Keyblade. I don't know how or why. Maybe there's more to the Keyblade master they're not telling me about. I feel like I've been spending more time talking to Roxas and Xion lately than my old friend, Saïx. This has to have been what it was like, friendship.


Day 97: Sooo Bored

Author: Demyx

Every day it's work, work, work. I'm dead bored, and I'd kill for some vacay. A Nobody needs his rest, am I right? And when I get it, it's gonna be nothing but me and my sitar. Sigh...


Day 117: Him and Roxas

Author: Xigbar

Roxas is maturing at an impressive rate. His face, the way he handles the Keyblade, it's all exactly the same. The worlds seem so divided and alone, but there's always that steady thread there to connect them. And we Nobodies can never escape the things we did as humans. So it goes.


Day 118: You Changed, Not Me

Author: Axel

Talking to Roxas and Xion always brings back memories of my human life, back when I was a kid. It's a weird sensation. I ought to be able to share all this with Saïx, but I just don't feel like it anymore. It's strange, but I'm content with just missing what's gone. I'm not the one who changed. You did.


Day 119: Hearts and Emotions

Author: Xaldin

Watching that foolish beast flail about only deepens my disdain for humans and their incessant need to be pinned down by feelings. We became Nobodies precisely to avoid the shackles of emotion. It was only later that we realized the scale of that loss: that some things simply cannot be done without a heart. Nonetheless, I see nary a pleasant thing about it.


Day 149: He's the Sham

Author: Xion

That man wearing the Organization's coat - that jerk! He's too powerful. I can't beat him unless I get stronger. And I'm not a sham. I'M NOT. He is. He's the one pretending to be something he isn't!


Day 150: Dealing with Xion

Author: Saïx

As expected, the duplicate is starting to show its limits. The Program showed promise, but a puppet is just a puppet: something to be toyed with until it breaks. I am utterly at a loss as to what Roxas and Axel see in that thing. How best to dispose of it merits my consideration going forward.


Day 151: Those Dreams

Author: Xion

I wasn't ready to see Roxas again. I can't help but compare us. We both use the Keyblade, but we're so different. Does he dream? It seems like that's all I do anymore. Last night I dreamt of the ocean. I was drowning.


Day 152: Like a Real Person

Author: Axel

Roxas and Xion must have had it out over something. Knowing them, it's something dumb, but still. Watching them, it's like they're human. It's messing with my head. I kind of wonder if Roxas understood all that about the wrong buttons. I get the sense a lot of it went right over his head.


Day 153: This is Gonna be a Hit!

Author: Demyx

I've got me new hit single! X-face is always barking at me to work, but what's he expect me to do against a monster like that? I mean, stop and think about skill sets when you divide up the labour already!


Day 171: The No. i Project

Author: Saïx

Xion failed to complete its mission. If this continues, destroying it and using the next Replica as the Duplicate would undoubtedly yield a higher-grade copy. No. i was among the initial lot, which naturally raises questions about its capabilities. At present, it is nothing short of broken. I cannot fathom why Xemnas would want to keep it.


Day 172: Meaning Behind the Words

Author: Axel

There has to be something to what Saïx said. Why isn't Xion qualified to be one of us? He said to just look at her, but at what? The fact that she looks like Naminé? Xion and Naminé must be connected. Whose Nobody is Xion, anyway? What is Saïx hiding?


Day 173: The Gamble

Author: Luxord

I find myself envying the children. Perhaps some fundamental difference exists between those who become Nobodies as adults and otherwise. The longer you have lived, the more you are positioned to lose with such a gamble. But a child can look forward, unafraid even in the face of immeasurable odds. I doubt they even see life as a gamble the way we do.


Day 174: Just a Replica

Author: Saïx

Xion continues to sleep. All analysis on its function suggests no marked change. The copying appears to be working, but a Replica is a Replica. My latest report to Xemnas on this net me no clear answers. He simply stood, smiling. At times I find his thinking impenetrable.


Day 193: Dreams, or Memories?

Author: Xion

I finally wake up, just to pass out again? Why? Because I'm a failure? I dreamt the whole while I was out. It was something nostalgic, but what? Why can't I remember? It could be a key memory from my human life. All I can remember is the sound of waves, gentle, in the distance.


Day 194: The Replica

Author: Axel

I thought I'd never see the word "Replica" again. Any rational man would realize the Riku Replica was not likely unique, but I'm the only one in the Organization who knew of his exceptional copying functionality, and that he ultimately formed a sense of self. The fact that I knew all that and still never noticed the truth about Xion speaks to how remarkable a Replica she must be.

But my questions remain unanswered. Who is she a Replica of? Naminé? Kairi? Or perhaps someone entirely different? Why did the Orgnaization admit her into this membership? And why would such a fine Replica fall unconscious or sporadically lose its command of the Keyblade?


Day 224: Xion

Author: Axel

Even if Xion is a Replica - a puppet - she's still Xion. I understand that in my head, but how do I interact with her now? Riku-Replica was just a tool, but I can't just use Xion. No, I was wrong to have just used Riku-Replica in the first place. How is a man-made puppet any less worthy than a Nobody that was never meant to exist at all?

They're both ambiguous. Tenuous at best. And she's my friend. Even if neither of us should exist, that doesn't invalidate the bonds we form. Next break we get, I told her we'd all go to the beach. I hope we get the chance. Our little summer vacation. I know if we can get together and laugh about stupid stuff, this nagging doubt will go away.


Day 225: Secrets about Me

Author: Xion

My body feels heavy, and my head aches. I'm too busy dreaming to get any rest from sleep. Axel knows something. He's hiding some secret. It must be in Castle Oblivion. That's where I was born

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Day 255: Final Stages

Author: Xemnas

Xion's appearance should vary based on the relation of the viewer to her. Saïx sees her simply as a puppet. The Program approaches completion. Through Roxas, Xion is assembling a copy of the hero of the Keyblade. As proof, she sometimes appears to take on his form to my eyes.


Day 256: Who We Each See

Author: Xigbar

Xion's disappearance is fascinating. If she really is breaking from our control, it's a sign of her approaching the essence of the hero. It seems Saïx doesn't truly "see" her. I'm curious to know how she appears to the others. I see her as...him, though I suspect that Xemnas sees entirely something else in her.


Day 257: In the Cards

Author: Luxord

The air is charged. I can feel it. You go out on a big gamble at a time like this, and you're going to lose big. That said, it's betting against the worst odds that nets you the biggest win. I'm eager to see how this hand plays out.


Day 276: Behind the Truth

Author: Axel

Xion is gone. Roxas still doesn't know anything, but Xion found out. That's why I need to find her. We don't have hearts, so we accept the facts we're given as the truth. But something far more important lies behind that truth. Saïx would laugh at people with no hearts calling one another friends, but that doesn't make it not so.

As the Nobody of the hero of the Keyblade and the Replica of that Nobody, these two are special. Unique in every sense of the word. But that doesn't change the fact that we're friends. Nothing will. Got it memorized, Xion?


Day 277: True Agenda

Author: Saïx

Axel and Roxas are up to something. No plot they concoct will change the fact that the Organization has cast off Xion, though. Our plans have split, diverged, and advance now to the next stage. The No. i project and Replica Program merely paved the way. Our true goals lie elsewhere.


Day 296: Hidden Truths

Author: Xigbar

None of us really know everything that's going on in Castle Oblivion. Some rooms even Xemnas doesn't know about. Not many are ever aware that Xion was born there. I wonder if the truth about that place will ever surface.


Day 297: Contact with Riku

Author: Axel

The man they're calling the imposter, that fake Organization member? It's Riku. Roxas could very well remember that, somewhere deep in his memories. Still, it's too soon to report this. I need to know why Xion was with him first. If she's siding with the hero, it could easily mean her erasure. What are you planning to do, Xion?


Day 298: Change of Plans

Author: Saïx

Axel failed to report that the imposter and Xion are working together. Instead, that news came from Roxas. The boy is far more easily handled than Axel, but now Axel has captured Xion and returned her to us. His motives are impossible to read. Our plans can be altered if necessary, but doing so can only delay their realization.


Day 299: The Value of a Lie

Author: Axel

Roxas doesn't trust me after the whole Xion incident, but I can't tell him the truth yet. So I keep lying. It's no big deal when you're a Nobody. There's no guilt, no feeling at all. So why does it still sting, just a little, when I lie to him? All my dealings with Roxas give me this bizzare illusion of humanity.


Day 300: Us and the Sunset

Author: Xion

We watched the sun set today. The three of us. I didn't think we'd ever be able to do that again. It's like that dream I had - the one where I was by the shore with Roxas and Axel, watching the sun set over the water. I just want to stay with them. But how? What should I do?


Day 301: Xion or Roxas?

Author: Axel

Xion is burning through missions at full tilt. She seems frantic. Why, I don't know. And speaking of, I still don't know what to say to Roxas. Even without my orders from Saïx, I'd do anything to stop Roxas from being erased. I just don't know if I can stand by and let that happen to Xion, either.


Day 321: My Place

Author: Xion

Axel's always helping me out, so I just assumed he would again. How long has he known about me? Maybe since long before we met in Castle Oblivion. But he told me to think for myself. I was so happy. But now, as I get stronger, Roxas keeps getting weaker. I shouldn't exist anymore. They say that Nobodies were never meant to exist, but I'm the real affront. But before I'm gone, I want to help Roxas and Axel. Even just a little. I think the boy I saw today is the same Sora from my memories.



Day 322: The Plan

Author: Xemnas

Be they a puppet or the hero's Nobody, we merely need a functional Keyblade master. The details are unimportant. The puppet has developed to a point where the hero of the Keyblade may be entirely redundant. Indeed, perhaps we ought never allow Sora to awaken. He cannot be controlled. He will rise up against us. We must move our agenda ahead with that firmly in mind.


Day 352: What I Must Do

Author: Xion

Riku gave me this time. Axel told me to spend it thinking for myself. The Organization is determined to erase either me or Roxas. They'll never allow us to coexist. I love Roxas and Axel. I'm sure Saïx would scoff at that. Call it a trick of my artificial memories. But the time I spent on that clock tower was real. I wish the three of us could stay together, just like this, forever. But I have to end this. I'll never forget today's sunset. Even if Roxas and Axel do, I won't forget.


Day 353: A Future that Never Was

Author: Axel

I couldn't tell Xion she was wrong, and I can't bring myself to end her. But it's either that, or I have to erase Roxas. There's no future where the three of us can sit around and eat ice cream. I know Roxas will never understand. I don't want to acknowledge it myself.



Day 354: Where I Belong

Author: Xion

I wanted to see Roxas one more time, but couldn't. What would I say? Did I ever really exist? Even if not, I just hope that those times we spent watching the sun set were real. I know Naminé will tell me how to get back where I belong. I should hurry to see her.



Day 355: Mind

Author: Xigbar

The gears of Xemnas' plans have begun to spin wild since the loss of half our membership at Castle Oblivion. The results are there, but can this state of affairs fairly be called a success? If Kingdom Hearts can be said to possess a mind of its own, it is surely rejecting Xemnas - no, rejecting Xehanort. Roxas left the Organization today.



Day 356: Unforeseen Events

Author: Saïx

Our plans never accounted for the possibility of both Xion and Roxas leaving. How did this come to pass? When did Roxas grow strong enough to outmuscle me? What were you really after, Lea? We joined the Organization at the same time, and formulated our plan. At this point, it's just an idle fantasy. Everything changed. You, and me.



Day 357: To My Best Friend

Author: Axel

Roxas left. It's so like him to just leave that WINNER ice cream stick behind. Come tomorrow, I'll probably get the order to hunt him down, but leaving that here makes it feel so permanent. I wish the three of us - three? No. That the two of us could share some ice cream again someday. That's what it is to be friends



Day 358: Goals

Author: Xemnas

With luck, we can bring Roxas back into our fold, but even if Sora should awaken, as the hero of the Keyblade, he is bound to keep unlocking hearts. If he should come to target us, we need simply subdue him and use his powers ourselves once more. I must become one with Kingdom Hearts. I will become a higher existence. All of my true ambitions begin there.

Jumat, 05 Februari 2010

Bad Romance

satu lagi lagu yang lagi sering gw dengerin saat ini wkwkwkw


Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it’s free
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want you leather studded kiss in the scene
And I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want a bad,your bad romance

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design
‘Cause you’re a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

I want your psycho
Your vertical stick
Want you in my room
When your baby is sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love

You know that I want you
And you know that I need you
I want a bad,your bad romance

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your loving
All your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Move that bitch crazy
Walk walk fashion baby
Work it
Imma Freak bitch baby

I want your love
And I want your revenge
I want your love
I don’t wanna be friends


Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

I want your loving
And I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your loving
and all your love is revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Kamis, 04 Februari 2010

bukannya gw males...

nggak sih
sebenernya gw SANGAT MALAS!!
males apa put?
hmmmm apa ya?
gw lagi males gambar...
gw males makan
gw males dirumah
gw males sendirian
yang pasti gw MALES LES PRIVAT MATEMATIKA!!!

soalnya ga enak sih...
ga ada temen... :(
nyokap gw selalu bilang belajar yag bener bla bla
belajar blom maksimal bla bla
nanti kalo nilai jelak gimana la la la

PADAHAL!!! KALO DIA GA MIKIRIN TRANSPORTASI GW...
GW BISA SUKSES NGERTI IPA DAN MATEMATIKA!!!

gimana caranya??

BIMBINGAN BELAJAR :)

tapi sebenernya gw udah disuruh bimbel...
awalnya gw ngasih atu inten tapi bicarain transport (dan gw ga mau)
BP kemang pratama... gw ga mau :( temen gw bilang... adalah...

jadi lo pengennya apa??

gw pengen BP gw rawamangun!!!!!!
banyak temen! lebih smangat! bisa jalan abis bp!

terus?

nah, reaksi yang ditimbulkan dari penolakan nyokap gw terhadap sugesti yang saya berikan menyebabkan saya malas belajar
dan alhasil gw iri setiap anak-anak pada ngumpul di rumah temen hari sabtu.
gw TERPAKSA lia sndirian.... :(

gw suka nangis kalo inget hal ini.. (cengeng lo put)
ya... GW IRI MAMPUS!!
ah tau ah...
gw males bicarainnya
faktanya ga bakal berubah kan kalo gw nulis ini?

Selasa, 02 Februari 2010

teman teman hebat gw :)

gw itu.. punya temen temen yang unik, lawak, aneh, langka,
ga jelas dan HOMO!!!


ah jelas banget gw

Rabu, 27 Januari 2010

he gave me this :)

he gave me a short message like this :)

Sorry it's late


I don't really know what to say

because i can't express my happiness by words

even it's only 3 months

but it's happpier than 3 years at school

i'm happy to be your boyfriend

and you're the best girl i've ever met

thank you for everything

Happy 3 months 45 minutes anniversary

Thank you my dear :)

Third month

hello blogger~
well this day is a special day for me
but, i cry a lot this day too
i should be happy
because this is the third month anniversary between me and him
but...
to many unfortunate event...
well he got sick this moring and he must go home at the afternoon
and then i cried..
'kay i know that not necessary to doing it
but i'm a crybaby so... it usual.

well, for around 1 month or less...
i've been thinking and... doubting ican's feeling toward me
and today...
i found out that i'm the one who wrong
i'm so selfish that i never think about his feeling.
i'm such a bad girlfriend but, he keep saying that i'm a good girlfriend
i don't understand what is he thinking..
but i'm happy though..

well....
three months it a short time but... it feel so fast
I hope my relationship with him will going well and last long


love you ican hehe

Selasa, 26 Januari 2010

horeee gw lagi semangat post!
gw jadi semangat ga dimarahin om jay deh! wkwkw
gw nge-post juga bukan karena Tik sih... karena mood.
kayak nulis diary aja sih

gw baru sadar...
baru aja...
beberapa detik yang lalu..
Boong deng 5 menit yang lalu...

gw baru sadar kalo bentar lagi gw bakal pisah sama temen-temen + PACAR gw...
padahal gw baru dapet temen temen baru wkwkw

gw masih inget tuh pas dengan HEBATNYA gw ga tau siapa fajar jauhari & yosef hyveel wkwkw
terus gw nanya lagi ke tya -_-

terus gw kenal ama tuh anak gimana ya?
fajar aja udah lupa...
GIMANA TYA?!

tapi gw masih inget cara gw kenalan ama C''
waktu itu gw sering minta permen sama dia wkwk

kalo tamaa...
gw kenalan XD

kalo ayu?
kayaknya kenal dari tya.. tapi gw lupa gimana cara gw kenalan ama tya.
yang pasti gw ama ayu itu sekelompok saksi

onda?
acolabs ya??

yunita??
kenalan juga XD

ipeh?
pas kelas 8 kan? tapi pastinya lupa

Dalu?
tiba-tiba deket! kalo ga salah..
kenalan juga nggak..
sekedar tau aja

fajar, radit, yosef
gw ga inget XD

KALO ICAN???
gw dikenalin fian pas kelas 9
sebelumnya gw cuman inget kalo ican itu pacarnya putri ayuningtyas
itu pun langsung lupa lagi
gw deketnya karena pas itu si ican pura-pura ngambek ke fian
gw yang marah-marahin
ga taunya cuman bercanda
abis itu dia nge-add fb gw
gw nge-add msn dia

wiiiih~ gw paling hapal
iya lah pacar gw gitu XD
besok gw 3 bulanan..
tapi HP dia ilang sedih gw... :'(
jadi ga bisa sms-an
uwaaaaaaaa....

sedih banget sih gw!
tau ah! malah jadi serong gini

time flies huh?
nothing change except time..
it's hard to leave my current life

New playlist!!

jadi gw buat playlist baru di ipod gw...
emang ga penting sih...
tapi gw tiba-tiba addicted langsung sama 3 band! sekaligus!
3 band itu adalah...
Maroon 5, Coldplay & Muse
oh bagus gw ketularan maho!! *canda jar*

di playlist baru gw ada 10 lagu! (satu lagu nyempil)
1. Coldplay - Viva la Vida
2. Coldplay - Fix you
3. Coldplay - The Scientist
4. Jason Mraz - Butterfly (nyempil parah)
5. Maroon 5 - This love
6. Maroon 5 - Sunday morning
7. Maroon 5 - Makes me wonder
8. Muse - Starlight
9. Muse - Hysteria
10. Muse - time is running out

lagunya emang ga baru...
gw lagi mood ama nih 10 lagu aja wkwkwkw

Jumat, 22 Januari 2010

jujur aja ya...
gw pengen nge-post tapi....
GW GA TAU HARUS NGE-POST APA!
oooh ya...
gw nge-post tentang Try Out dari pemerintah itu aja...

Jadi... dari hari Senin sampai hari Kamis tanggal 25-28 Januari 2010 akan ada Try Out (lupa namanya) yang diadakan oleh pemerintah di Labschool. yang berlangsung selama 2 jam dari jam 07.00 - 09.00
Try out pertama itu Bahasa Indonesia
yang kedua Bahasa Inggris
yang ketiga Matematika
Yang keempat dan yang terakhir adalah IPA

Lalu, pada hari Jum'at dan Sabtu setelahnya (tanggal 29-30) diadakan Try Out mandiri atau dari sekolah
yang setiap harinya di Test 2 pelajaran
sementara saya masih lupa apa mata pelajarannya...
jadi...
kesimpulannya...
minggu depan adalah 1 minggu 100% penuh ulangan...

yak.. sdikit info dari saya..
terima kasih.
___________________________________________________________________

gila sedeng gw lama-lama....

Rabu, 20 Januari 2010

new vocaloid!!

hello~
gw lagi suka sama 1 vocaloid baruuuu
sebenernya ada 3 sih...
2 cwe 1 cwo,
yang pertama *favorit baru gw*


SF-A2 Miki
SF-A2 miki (SF-A2 開発コード miki) adalah Japanese Vocaloid yang di release pada tanggal 4 desember 2009. dia dikembangkan oleh AH Software. dua lagu demo sudah di release yaitu, "Touyou no Noumiso" and "±".

miki di suarakan oleh Miki Furukawa dan di illustrasikan oleh Yuusuke Kozaki.

beberapa fans menyangka kalo miki nggak dari bumi, yang di buktiin dari tanda (garis2) di tangan dan kakinya and

dan hal aneh lainnya

dari semuanya memang miki yang paling keliatan android dan juga suaranya miki terdengar kayak luka + rin + miku yang cempreng tapi unik.

kalo dari design chara ga aneh kalo banyak yang ga suka (tapi gw suka kok) tapi sebenernya suaranya ga kalah dari miku kok!

Gender Female
Optimum tempo 70-170
Optimum range E2-G4
Character Item Cherry


Kiyoteru Hiyama

Kiyoteru Hiyama (氷山キヨテル Hiyama Kiyoteru) itu vocaloid yang di rilis pada tanggak 4 desember (2009) yang di kembangkan oleh AH software.


Dia digambarkan sebagai seorang sensei (guru). Kisaran treble-Nya seharusnya halus, yang memungkinkan penggunaan yang lebih mudah oktaf yang lebih tinggi. Tiga demo telah dibebaskan, bernama "Seichi Yerusalem", "Wings", dan "i'll love you again".

suaranya kiyoteru gw ga tau siapanya ngedubbing tapi menurut gw lumayan walopun ga sebagus gakupo maupun len (untuk gw!) karena suaranya standar kayak kaito.. mirip malah.

tapi paling nggak nambah cwo cwo ganteng di vocaloid.. hwhwhw

lagian bosen liat 3 orang itu aja!


Gender Male
Optimum tempo 60-160
Optimum range C2-G3
Character Item Undecided


Yuki kaai

lucu ga sih?? lucu parah!!! sumpah kalo ada anak SD kayak gini gw culik langsung!!

Yuki Kaai (歌 愛 ユキ Kai Yuki) adalah Vocaloid Jepang dirilis pada Desember 4, 2009. Dia dikembangkan oleh AH Software.

Dia digambarkan sebagai murid sekolah dasar, dan suaranya diambil dari rekaman siswa sekolah dasar. Dia punya tiga demo dirilis, "±", "Vocaloid Grade Sekolah Student", dan "try again". Karakter namanya, "歌 爱", berarti "lagu" dan "cinta" masing-masing.

Dia digambarkan oleh Yuusuke Kozaki

suaranya itu lucu banget! jauh lebih lucu dari rin! (menurut gw) lebih kyak anak TK dari pada SD. jadi untuk yang suka suara2 anak kecil yang imut-imut WAJIB denger lagunya yang "nagareboshi"


Gender Female
Age 9
Height "As tall as 10 big apples"
Weight "As heavy as 86 apples"
Optimum tempo 50-150
Optimum range F2-C4
Character Item Apple


yak segitu aja pembahasan gw tentang 3 vocaloid barunya..

kalo mau denger lagu lagunya silahkan cari di youtube.com

byeeeeeeeee










Senin, 18 Januari 2010

Tutorial Coreldraw

download ebook coreldraw

Seperti yang dilihat di judul kali ini gw mau nge-post tutorial corel draw.

gw dapet ini dari internet tapi gw ganti-ganti dikit lah... ga eank aja kalo copas. dan juga gw pelajarin dan gw jelasi ulang pake bahasa gw, jadi ya... keliatan kalo gw juga belajar hehe

nah tutorialnya ini pale corel x4, yang lumayan baru. sayang gw ga ada corel... jadi cuman bisa inget2 teorinya dlu disini...
yak ini lah tutorialnya...

Memulai Coreldraw
1. Klik tombol Start > Program > Corel Graphic Suite X4 > Corel Draw

tutorial memulai coreldraw
Interface / Tampilan Coreldraw

lembar kerja coreldraw

Peralatan di CorelDraw semua ada di tool box (lihat interface pada point 6). Ada beberapa tool yang punya tombol flyout (panah kanan bawah) yang berisi beberapa tool lainnya. Flyout selengkapnya ada di gambar init:

tutorial ilmu grafis coreldraw

tutorial toolbox coreldraw

Penjelasan

  1. Pick tool : Mengaktifkan obyek dan untuk melakukan editing dasar dari obyek. Misalnya scaling, rotating, skewing, resizing

Shape Tools

  1. Shape Tool : Melakukan proses editing node pada shape( komponen garis dari obyek).
  2. Smudge Tool : Menggosok obyek sehingga merubah bentuk obyek yang digosok tersebut.
  3. Roughen Tool : Memberikan efek distorsi pada obyek.
  4. Transform Tool : Merotasi, membesarkan, mengecilkan, skewing image secara bebas.

Crop Tools

  1. Crop Tool : Digunakan untuk menghapus objek diluar seleksi.
  2. Knife Tool : Pisau yang berfungsi untuk memotong obyek. Cara kerjanya persis seperti menggunakan pisau biasa.
  3. Eraser Tool : Menghapus bagian tertentu dari obyek.
  4. Virtual Segment delete tool : Menghapus segmen secara virtual

Zoom Tools

  1. Zoom Tool : Membesarkan atau mengecilkan tampilan area kerja di monitor.
  2. Hand Tool : Menggeser area kerja ke posisi tertentu.

Curve Tools

  1. Freehand Tool : Membuat obyek berupa garis bebas.
  2. Bezier Tool : Membuat obyek garis dengan menentukan banyaknya node.
  3. Artistic Media Tool : Membuat obyek garis dengan berbagai bentuk yang artistik.
  4. Pen Tool : Membuat obyek kombinasi antara garis lurus dan garis lengkung secara langsung.
  5. Polyline Tool : Membuat obyek kombinasi garis lurus dan freehand secara langsung.
  6. 3-Point Tool : Membuat obyek garis dengan kurva 3 point.
  7. Connector Tool : Membuat obyek garis konektor secara interaktif
  8. Dimension Tool : Membuat obyek garis ukuran pada suatu obyek yang kita buat.

Smart Tools

  1. Smart Fill : Untuk mewarna objek dan garis secara bersamaan sesuai dengan pengaturan.
  2. Smart Drawing : Membuat obyek garis secara bebas seperti freehand tool, namun dengan hasil yang lebih bagus.

Rectangle Tools

  1. Rectangle Tool : Membuat obyek persegi panjang atau bujur sangkar.
  2. 3-Point Rectangle Tool : Membuat obyek persegi panjang atau bujur sangkar dengan kemiringan tertentu.

Ellipse Tools

  1. Ellipse Tool : Membuat obyek lingkaran atau elips.
  2. 3-Point Ellipse Tool : Membuat obyek lingkaran atau elips dengan kemiringan tertentu.

coreldraw tutorials

Penjelasan

Object Tools

  1. Polygon Tool : Membuat obyek segi banyak.
  2. Star Tool : Membuat obyek-obyek bintang.
  3. Complex Star Tool : Membuat obyek-obyek bintang sudut banyak.
  4. Graph Paper : Membuat obyek menyerupai tabel.
  5. Spiral Tool : Membuat obyek spiral.
  6. Text Tool : Membuat obyek teks.
  7. Table Tool : Membuat tabel.

Perfect Shape Tools

  1. Basic Shapes Tool : Membuat obyek-obyek dasar.
  2. Arrow Shapes Tool : Membuat obyek-obyek anak panah.
  3. Flowchart Shapes Tool : Membuat obyek-obyek flowchart.
  4. Banner Shapes Tool : Membuat objek-objek banner.
  5. Callout Shapes Tool : Membuat obyek-obyek callout (objek isi teks pada komik).

Eyedropper Tools

  1. Eyedropper tool : Mengambil sampel warna dari suatu obyek.
  2. Paintbucket tool : Memberikan warna tertentu pada suatu obyek.

Interactive Tools

  1. Blend tool : Memberikan efek transformasi dari satu obyek ke obyek lain.
  2. Contour tool : Memberikan efek kontur pada obyek.
  3. Distort tool : Memberikan efek distorsi pada obyek.
  4. Drop shadow tool : Memberikan efek bayangan pada obyek.
  5. Envelope tool : Memberikan efek perubahan bentuk pada obyek.
  6. Extrude tool : Memberikan efek tiga dimensi pada obyek.
  7. Transparency tool : Memberikan efek transparansi warna pada obyek.

Interactive Fiil Tools

  1. Fill tool : Mewarna objek dengan macam-macam metode.
  2. Mesh fiil tool : Mewarna bidang pada objek.

Outline Tools

  1. Outline color dialog : Memunculkan color outline tool.
  2. No outline : Menghilangkan outline.
  3. Hairline outline : Memberikan outlinedengan ukuran sangat kecil.
  4. ½ point outline : Memberikan ukuran outline½ poin.
  5. 1 point outline : Memberikan ukuran outline1 poin.
  6. 2 point outline : Memberikan ukuran outline2 poin.
  7. 8 point outline : Memberikan ukuran outline8 poin.
  8. 16 point outline : Memberikan ukuran outline16 poin.
  9. 24 point outline : Memberikan ukuran outline24 poin.
  10. Color docker window : Memunculkan color docker windowuntuk outline.
  11. Fill color dialog : Memunculkan kotak dialog warna isi.
  12. Fountine fill dialog : Memunculkan kotak dialog warna gradasi
  13. Pattern fill dialog : Memunculkan kotak dialog pola.
  14. Texture fill dialog : Memunculkan kotak dialog tekstur.
  15. Postscript fill dialog : Memunculkan kotak dialog postscript.
  16. No fill : Menghilangkan warna isi.
  17. Color docker dialog : Memunculkan color docker window untuk warna isi.

Property Bar
Property bar adalah fasilitas yang disediain untuk munculin fungsi yang sering digunain pas aktif di salah satu alat gambar pada tool box. Isi dari property bar disesuaiin dengan salah satu alat yang lagi aktif di tool box. Pengaturan halaman bisa dilakuin make Property Bar pada saat Pick Tool dan berikut ini adalah salah satu fungsi yang muncul pada property bar ketika mengaktifkan text tool:

property bar pada coreldraw

Pengaturan sebelum mendesain
Sebelum kita mulai mendesain, sebaiknya kita atur dulu halaman yang akan kita gunakan. Pengaturan halaman tersebut meliputi pemilihan jenis kertas, ukuran kertas, orientasi kertas, satuan ukuran yang akan digunakan dan lain-lain. Klik Menu Tool > Options maka akan muncul window seperti berikut:

pengaturan opsi coreldraw

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Selasa, 12 Januari 2010

lagu RUSAK!!!

bukannya gw ngatain ato gimana ya...
tapi ini lahgu emang bikin pusing, gila, dan suara yang nyanyinya aja rada rusak.
yang nyanyi adalah Hatsune miku
nama lagunya The disapperance of hatsune miku
vocaloid yang cukup terkenal (sangat terkenal malah)

jadi ini lagu tuh menceritakan tentang miku yang tau kalo dia ga setara ama manusia tapi tetep mau nyanyi gitu...
kasian sih..
tapi gila aja itu ada bagian yang nyanyinya secepat apaan tau, dan juga ada suara kayak robot rusak gitu..

ini videonya :


translationnya :
After Im born I finally realize
I exist to imitate humans
VOCALOID fated to sing forever
even if a song has already existed
a programmed toy accepts it just fine
gnawing on a leek, looking up at the sky
shedding tears noticing
that even all that is fading
the whole character
depending on singing
with an unreliable basis
the place I came from already destroyed
when everyone forgets me
Ill have no heart
or such thing left in me
Vocaloid at the verge of insanity
whose world has ended

I wish that at the time when
I cant sing well
youd be with me
stay by my side and cheer me up

I want to see your happy face
Ive been practicing singing, so

once singing
was so much fun
but now why
Im not feeling anything anymore

==forgive me==

when I remember faces
of people that Ive missed
I can relax just a little
the sounds Im able to sing
get fewer every day
the end is drawing near

what I believed in,
comfortable fantasy
repeating again and again
reflected in a mirror
give up singing
shout in a violent manner
(my farewell song at
the highest speed)

the virtual image that is
meaning of life
cant be shaken away
the fear of a weak heart vanishing
or breakdown from eroding
just created, I dont have the
strength of will to prevent it all
your sad suffering
expression comes to mind
I declare its the end
fall asleep inside the monitor
this must be the trash bin huh
all memory being deleted
right away, can you grasp it?
but you know, only you I wont forget
we had fun times
can you still remember
the taste of chopped leek

I want to sing
I still want to sing

I became somewhat of a
bad child, it seems

Master, please end it all
somehow with your hand

because I do not want
to see you suffer anymore

Now singing is just
making my body rot away
I ask for a miracle
but I just drive myself
into a dead-end

==forgive me==

I try to remember faces
of people Ive missed
but those memories
are fading away
you hear me break
my heart is vanishing
the death
is drawing near

I was trying to protect
the fading light
that presented an illusion
of a better future
the sound is sacrificed
so I can communicate
it all to you
(compressed farewell song)

After Im born I finally realize
I exist to imitate humans
VOCALOID fated
to sing forever
even if a song has already existed
a programmed toy
accepts it just fine
gnawing on a leek
looking up at the sky shedding tears
I declare its the end
fall asleep inside the monitor
this must be the trash bin huh
all memory being deleted
right away, can you grasp it?
but you know, its only you
that I wont forget
we had fun times
I wish that the taste
of chopped leek would still stay
Im singing to the end, just for you
songs that I want you to hear
Id want to sing more
but thats too much to wish for
this is where we part
all my feelings disappear into thin air
reducing to 0s and 1s
the fairy tale, curtain is falling
isnt it a little sad that
nothing can stay there?
everything except the memories of a voice
is fading, leaving ony a name
but if, say. I know that
it is not what He wished for
singing it all to the end
was not in vain is what I want to think

thank you and goodbye

an irreversible error
has occured
an irreversible error

Red string of fate

"An invisible red thread connects those who are destined to meet,
regardless of time, place, or circumstance.
The thread may stretch or tangle,
but it will never break."
- an ancient Chinese belief

ada yang pernah denger kata-kata ini?
gw rasa nggak deh, gw aja bru tau tadi!! wkwk
quote ini ngejelasin tentang "The red string of fate" atao "red thread of fate"
secara bahasa artinya adalah benang merah takdir (ok bahasanya ga enak banget)
jadi dalam beberapa kepercayaan benang ini menghubungkan pasangan yang memang udah jodoh..
jadi takdirnya emang sama orang itu gitu lah!

kalo mau liat contohnya, liat header gw, nah kan ada benang merah gitu.
nah ada yang bilang benang ini tuh ada di pergelangan kaki, ada yang bilang di kelingking kiri setiap pasangan.

gw sih berharapnya di tangan gw ama ican ada wkwkw
jadi kita jodoh gitu XD

udah ah pembahasannya,
bingung mau nulis apa lagi wkwk
byeeee

Sabtu, 09 Januari 2010

quick update

hello...
percaya ga sih hari ini gw bangun jam 4?
biasanya gw bangun jam 12 wkwkwkw
gw sendiri ga tau kenapa bangun pagi-pagi gitu
padahal kmaren gw ga enak badan gitu..

rasanya ga pol kalo ga nge-update blog ama tumblr kalo lagi libur
padahal gw bingung mampus mau nulis apa...

oh ya kemaren itu 2 hari pertama kita PM lagi setelah liburan...
jum'atnya ada mtk.. gw MALEEEES parah
mana sabtunya itu... si ican sakit...
masih sakit sampe sekarang dan dia ga bisa sms gw
ga enak aja rasanya kalo ga ngobrol ama dia..

yaudah ah...
daripada gw malah marah-marah gaje...

byeee

Jumat, 08 Januari 2010

Seseorang yang mencintaimu

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, tidak bisa memberikan alasan mengapa ia mencintaimu. Dia hanya tau, di mata dia, kamulah satu satunya.

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, sebenarnya selalu membuatmu marah / gila / jengkel / stres. Tapi ia tidak pernah tau hal bodoh apa yang sudah ia lakukan, karna semua yang ia lakukan adalah untuk kebaikanmu.

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, jarang memujimu, tetapi di dalam hatinya kamu adalah yang terbaik, hanya ia yang tau.

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, akan marah-marah atau mengeluh jika kamu tidak membalas pesannya atau telpnya, karna ia peduli dan ia tidak ingin sesuatu terjadi ke kamu.

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, hanya menjatuhkan air matanya di hadapanmu. Ketika kamu mencoba untuk menghapus air matanya, kamu telah menyentuh hatinya, dimana hatinya selalu berdegup / berdenyut / bergetar untuk kamu.

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, akan mengingat setiap kata yang kamu ucapkan, bahkan yang tidak sengaja dan ia akan selalu menggunakan kata-kata itu tepat waktunya.

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, tidak akan memberikan janji apapun dengan mudah, karna ia tidak mau mengingkari janjinya. Ia ingin kamu untuk mempercayainya dan ia ingin memberikan hidup yang plaing bahagia dan aman selama lamanya.

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, selalu memberitahumu untuk tidak berpikir terlalu banyak, karna ia sudah merencanakan semuanya untukmu. Ia ingin memberikan kehidupan yang terbaik di masa mendatang. Ia ingin memberikanmu suatu kejutan, percayalah dia dapat melakukannya.

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, mungkin tidak bisa mengingat kejadian / kesempatan istimewa, seperti perayaan hari ulang tahunmu, tapi ia tau bahwa setiap detik yang ia lalui, ia mencintai kamu, tidak peduli hari apakah hari ini.

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, tidak mau berkata Aku mencintaimu dengan mudah, karna segalanya yang ia lakukan untuk kamu adalah untuk menunjukkan bahwa ia siap mencintaimu, tetapi hanya ia yang akan mengatakan kata I Love You pada situasi yang spesial, karna ia tidak mau kamu salah mengerti, dia mau kamu mengetahui bahwa ia mencintai dirimu.

Seseorang yang bener-bener mencintai kamu, akan merasa bahwa sesuatu harus dikatakan sekali saja karena ia berpikir bahwa kamu telah mengerti dirinya. Jika berkata terlalu banyak, ia akan merasa bahwa tidak ada yang akan membuatnya bahagia / tersenyum.

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, akan pergi ke airport untuk menjemput kamu, dia tidak akan membawa seikat mawar dan memanggilmu sayang seperti yang kamu harapkan. Tetapi, ia akan membawakan kopermu dan menanyakan: Mengapa kamu menjadi lebih kurus dalam waktu 2 hari? Dengan hatinya yang tulus.

Seseorang yang mencintai kamu, tidak tahu apakah ia harus menelponmu ketika kamu marah, tetapi ia akan mengirimkan pesan setelah beberapa jam. Jika kamu menanyakan: mengapa ia telat menelepon, ia akan berkata: Ketika kamu marah penjelasan dari dirinya semua hanyalah sampah. Tetapi, ketika kamu sudah tenang, penjelasannya baru akan benar-benar bekerja / manjur / berguna.

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gw repost dari temen kakak gw wkwkw
entah kenapa gw suka :)
ahahaha soalnya ntah knapa ini rada-rada kayak ican XD

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